i wonder. i mean honestly, she was spiteful and arrogant a mean spirited, at least in my opinion. she could still be all those things and be of value to "the scene" (or the 11% she declared herself in charge of) and i'm not going to suddenly say we were besties and that i valued her friendship. honestly i'd hope that when i go the people who thought i was a dick still think i was a dick and don't whitewash their feelings. i mean, -i'm- never going to know one way or another.
i just find it curious though, even if this was someone else, why this happens. the last time i remember someone in the scene dying a violent and sudden death, the outpouring of love was massive, though he was the sort of person that cultivated that, and i have no doubt he knew he was loved by tons of people before he died.
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Date: 2014-04-03 05:01 pm (UTC)i just find it curious though, even if this was someone else, why this happens. the last time i remember someone in the scene dying a violent and sudden death, the outpouring of love was massive, though he was the sort of person that cultivated that, and i have no doubt he knew he was loved by tons of people before he died.